All those years my feeling for her hasn't change but she still has no hint of this feeling that I have for her. I kept it hidden for them not to notice. Time passed by but the pain never left. I was hurt for the both of them seeing together happy. He loves her and she loves him more. All I did was to give me support. That's the best thing for them.
Years passed and that lovely lady suddenly tells me that he left her for no significant reason . I was shocked . Why did he do that ? I tried to ask him but he didn't give a straight and valid answer . I was saddened . She must be crying now and there is no one that could comfort her . No one that would tell her how much she is being appreciated by someone . No shoulders to cry on . If only , if only i had the chance to tell her everything , I would have .
The time came for my courage to burst out and told my closest friends what I was hiding inside me for so long . And later ,
The only thing I ever would have told her on the first place is a message written inside a small rectangular glass that I wish to give her . It was a small token with the message and an image of a white rose in it . Those were the words that I want to tell her personally and her to believe in . For those words were so important . For those words were once on my lips but just wouldn't come out . And still , I kept it hidden .
I love her . I really do . But she loves another guy , and that's the truth .
Pain .
Sorrow .
Tears .
The only thing left to do in my life is to wish her the best in hers , and not to tell her that I love her .