Happy Troubling

What to do after the releasing of SPM results? Where should I go now? Which scholarship should I apply for? Which course should I take up? What take in time is just suitable for me? Which ideal institution should I enroll to? Which way should I continue with faith? Which is the way that God wants me to go through? Problems everywhere and everytime? Prob?

Normally, we make 2500 choices per day. Sometimes it is not very difficult to decide, but sometimes is. Choices at this stage is just too important to me and I have to be very cautious when making such decisions. What if I chose wrongly? I'm going to bear the consequences if the decisions are inappropriate. I don't even dare to think about the circumstances.

Ok... firstly, unsurprisingly I thank God as He had love me and guided me throughout my life and my SPM. By His mercy and grace, He granted me a results with flying colours. Excellent results.... how excellent is it? No one can actually give a precise measurement. However, to me, my result is pretty good and I would like to glorify His name with my blessed results.

So for now, troubles come. As stated above. I can be said as miserable. I don't have any single idea to face my next part of my life. It is so adventurous.Few nights after receiving my SPM results, my brain not really function satisfying. Scholarship applications bombarded the whole brain and the blood vessels were full of the thoughts pf my brain. Why don't just these financial aids come automatically to me? But I know, we need to do something to achieve and obtain what we dreamed for. I, too, sure that God will lead me to the way He wanted me to go. I know He is giving me a training on brain-storming that surely benefits me a lot in my future life. Never give up! I am His kid. Do a loving Father will ignore His beloved kid? Absolutely no!

During this troubling period, I know that God wanna me to learn something more on my spiritual living. He wanna teaches me to share my burden with Lord Jesus. He give me strength, making me spiritual strong. The prayer in the prayer room of STM makes me experience Lord greatly. When I seek into His Almighty P'wer, He give me inner peace where no one will do. He touches my heart where no one else will do. He is listening to my troubles. He cares about my thoughts. He loves you and me, now and forever. Especially when I was fasting, He provided me spiritual food and my hunger left me as long as I pray for His guidance and love and accompaniment. God loves His kid.

Troubles overwhelm us every moment of our life. So what for we afraid as God is with us? Just remember kid, God's love never fails. He knows who you are. He knows what you longs for. Hand it to God. You're the pencil, and He's the one who writes. He always have the best path for His beloved kid. With His love and strength for each new day, he will make a way. Hallelujah Amen! Praise the Lord!

Blogging Frenzy

Friends suddenly decided to post and to blog. I am here too. Just Just Just..... frenzy over...-.- just because of the fault of internet service provider. Haihhhhh :/

What the /.\

Wrote a long post and suddenly the server says that it unable to resolve its DNS code.... just.... emo....

Joke for you all... hmmm

Old posts are all jokes for you all.. laugh until you are really really happy.. those are memories of childish time.. glad that I have all them once upon a time... wheeee =) GBU ALL

Three Months' Life

What to do after SPM? Where to go while waiting for the results? January intake? Part-time job? Three-months-time... Taking a rest?

Uh huh..nope.. not the questions for me... wheeeee

I'm not troubled.. I chose to know God more, registering myself to Isaiah Training School (mini theology course) and fee sponsored by my church, PGCMC.

Normally, Public will mention this as 100-days-trip. However, I'm just too sensitive towards numbers. So I counted on the calendar... 1...2...3...4..56...63...73...89...89...89...89... Whufff.. 89 days only including weekends and CNY holiday break.. At first I felt that it will be too long for me although seniors proclaimed that it was just a very short time.. At last, I've started the course on the 7th of January. Just two weeks, I think I've just love the life and environment here... Everyday sports, ping pong, football, basketball, volleyball, captain ball, frisbee, jogging and etc. sometimes we also do some light workout like gardening, dorm cleaning and campus cleaning. It's fun!

Now, it's onlly half of the journey, but I've already learned and experienced a lot. Although all are still consider as in-house training, but I love the studies. They, including classmates and tutors, make my day almost every single day. Hoping that more interesting trainings, I'm now eager to be back in the community.

There are always highs and lows in our life, but the most important thing is an unbreakable and a strong-bonding friendship is enough for me. When I'm emotionally down, thank God that I've two friends (they're my close deskmates) that cares about me, cheering me up. And sometimes the things happen in vice versa condition. I appreciate them a lot than what I can expressed. In fact, I'm willing to help them out whenever they need. I'm happy and glad when I can get them happy. S/He is happy, I'm happy too. I hope this will continue forever. Hey buddies, can you hear me? XDD

I'm now just too lazy to continue. For more information, do talk to me... ahahahahaaaaaa

P/s: I'm done. I hope you like it. Do continue to read and visit www.tanernhowjeremy.blogspot.com wheeepeeeee. "GBU all"#qops

Soooooo cute... ahahahaaaaa

Time changes something but not all...

Time flies...and now she's nothing to me..I'm so so so relieved that I can put down this feeling, making myself so free without being locked by it. However, my mind is so glad that we are still friends in life and never be foes. Now, I wanna tell you that I'm now focusing on my exams and probably met a new "she" and "she" is treating me good too but we are not going to start the relationship before the vital exams. Mum told me not to start anything too early because you'll see something in the future that you won't see them by the time being. Time washed my thinking and mind but it didn't change my principle. I'll treat my "her" good and "she" is probably a comfort to my heart.
Now my heart is red as Manchester is red! #GGMU #Glory Glory Man Utd
ONCE A RED, FOREVER A RED. Sorry Blues boooooo.... =)

You know..it's awesome to text with or chit-chatting with the 'special one'...♥ life will never went meaningless already....She's the person which is special to me... ♡ she's just perfect in mostly every field...God, may I be with her?? Or you have something for me to make me as your great child...I'll follow what you want me to....
Specially for the special one : ITALY !!